The last time I felt like this I up and started a gender transition.. so I think there is something to this feeling in my soul…
I am not sure if this is being reckless, or just being honest
But yeah.. I can’t think of a better to describe this feeling that I have had once before..
Maybe it’s apathy?
Maybe it’s impulse?
Maybe it’s wanderlust?
But for lack of a better term.. I just feel like throwing my arms in the air and saying
So I have been relatively quiet lately.. and have been off wandering around the woods doing some soul searching.
Hint: I looked and didn’t find a soul.
So without further ado..
I’ve already kicked off the process internally at Microsoft and plan on relocating to work out of Washington state.
Why in the fuck am I doing this?
Because life is short, and I am ready for an adventure.
I think this is the real one.. I have only been talking about moving for about 4 years now.. and I think this is the big compromise.
I haven’t felt this way about moving before, and we all know I am crazy enough to just up and do some crazy shit.
I turn 30 in November this year.
This year for my birthday I am choosing to give myself the greatest gift of all!
So come November, I plan to silently exit the state of Colorado. I love everyone, and I love this state.
I just know that sometimes the cards aren’t worth a dime, if you don’t lay em’ down.
So this is my way of rolling the dice, and taking a jump! Sometimes you just have to jump. I hope if I have helped anyone in anyway while living here in Colorado.. it’s that I helped you learn that
Hank has been hands down the best dog I have ever had in my life. He was with me when I was homeless, and when long before I transitioned. But our life together has been suffering for the last few years.
There has been some irreversible conflict between me, him, and Charlie.
Hank is a fantastic, proud, and noble dog that has been thrown into way too many fucked up situations.
Every person who meets him falls in love with him within minutes. Hank has more character than most people I know.
But because of my transition, and the time spent at home with Charlie.. Hank has grown to struggle around me.. and more importantly around Charlie.
I truly think in my heart of hearts that he would be a happier, and more successful dog with an owner who could give him the love and attention he deserves.
He is in pristine health, and gets regular check ups. He just needs to be with someone who doesn’t travel as much as I do.. and can give him a fresh start at being a proud pup again.
I am literally crying writing this, as he has been through so much to get to where he is today.
So over the next few months, I will be looking for a new home for the best dog I have ever had in my life.
..and that is so hard to say..
..so if anyone knows anyone looking for the most noble pooch they will ever find in their life..
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